Saturday, August 4, 2007

I Want To Be Forgotten, And I Don't Want To Be Reminded...


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............ You know what I miss the most?
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Most people say its the sex that they miss the most when they break up with someone that they loved. Don't get me wrong sex is right up there on the list of things that I miss. it right near the top!
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But I miss other things. Things like when he would kiss me on the forhead...or I would wake up and my hand would be in his. That may sound silly but its true. Things like having your best friend around to talk to. Just to talk...about how work was...or what you were going to do that night. Its the little things like that.
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Now I don't write this for anyone to feel sorry for me...so if you feel sorry for me, stop right now! There's no need for it. I just write this down so I can kind of see what going on in my head and this point.
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I know that we are not going to have some magical fairy tail ending and live happily ever after. Happily ever after only happens to stories that haven't ended yet. But I want so much to be friends. To be able to call on the phone to see how the day was, or say hey a bunch of people are going to (enter name here) do you want to come.
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Is that a bad thing to want? Could someone please tell me. Cause sometimes I think in my head that that is a silly thing to want and that I'm crazy, but sometime I think...why not?
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Please tell me want you think. -Maggie




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